The Muzzled Cry
When the cry is muzzled, shutdown takes its place. But invisibility is not the truth of who you are.
Monday, August 18, 2025
Metaphorical Narrative
Picture a horse that runs and runs until one leg finally breaks.
It falls, breathless, trembling, waiting for someone to notice.
But no one comes. People walk past, busy with their errands, eyes turned elsewhere. The horse learns something brutal that day: if no one will respond to its cry, then the cry itself must be silenced. It muzzles its own voice.
That muzzle becomes shutdown — not rest, not healing, but erasure. A way to vanish in plain sight, to make the pain invisible because invisibility already felt like the rule of the world.
The torment isn’t the broken leg. It’s being unseen while broken.
Core Insight
Shutdown is not weakness.
It is evidence — the body’s final proof that care was missing.
When the cry is muzzled, the shutdown says: “I mattered so little that silence was safer than need.”
But that silence was never the truth of your worth. It was the scar left by invisibility.
Saturday Experiment
Give the cry visibility today.
- Write a small note: “I see you.”
- Place it where your eyes will land again and again — mirror, desk, phone lock screen.
- Each time you notice it, pause for a breath. Let the muzzled cry know it has finally been witnessed.
This is not indulgence. It is repair.
Sunday Reflection
In third person, journal:
- What happens when they allow the cry to be visible?
- What changes in the horse when its pain is finally acknowledged?
- How does their body respond when care arrives, even if only from themselves?