The Weight of Duality
The heaviness was never real — it was the drag of carrying two selves.
Tuesday, August 19, 2025
Metaphorical Narrative
The lie said: be heavy to survive.
So I bent low, neck stiff, robot steps pounding the ground.
But heaviness was never the truth. The real weight was the split — one self outside, another hidden inside. Duality strapped to my shoulders like an iron collar.
That was the drag. Not gravity. Not strength. Just the exhaustion of being two when I was always one.
Core Insight
At the root, heaviness is fake.
It’s not the presence of power — it’s the cost of division.
Lightness is not weakness. It’s the integrity of a single self, whole and unmasked. Duality is the real prison, the true weight.
Saturday Experiment
- Expose the split. Write down the two versions of yourself you feel you “carry” (the mask vs. the real).
- Feel the weight. Imagine them both sitting on your neck, pulling you down.
- Reunite. Cross out the mask and declare: I don’t carry two. I am one. Then stand, walk, or stretch with that wholeness.
Sunday Reflection
Where in your life does duality pretend to be strength?
How has the fake heaviness convinced you it was power?
What does it feel like when you let the two selves collapse into one — light, whole, unbroken?