The Demon That Wore My Father’s Face

Build-up

This Drop is for the one who has seen the parasite, felt its venom, and now says:

“No more. You die here.”

This Drop uses the voice of Authority to announce total awareness and mindfulness of the unfolding thoughts.

The Truth:

Let’s stop pretending.

Some voices aren’t yours. Some were planted.

Sarcastic. Controlling. Manipulative. It speaks when you’re still — like a tick that senses blood.

This demon doesn’t scream. It whispers.

• “You should be doing something.”

• “Look at you — pathetic.”

• “Why don’t you try harder?”

• “You’ll regret this.”

It mimics authority. It wears the tone of your father. Because your father wasn’t strong enough to protect you. Instead, he let something inside him, and that thing used you as target practice.

And now it lives in you — as a whisper.

But that whisper is not God. It’s not conscience. It’s not logic. It’s a demon. A parasite. And it only survives if you stay confused and apologetic.

The Code:

“I will not negotiate with torment. I don’t humanise demons. I don’t explain abuse. If it enters my head to destroy me, it dies.”

You were never the “bad boy” or “bad girl”. You were the bait for a game you didn’t agree to.

Now you’re done playing.

Saturday Execution:

Every time the voice whispers guilt, sarcasm, shame — interrupt it violently:

“Shut the hell up. You’re not my father. You’re a demon that wore his face. I don’t serve cowards. I don’t obey poison. I am not your home.”

Stand up. Shake it out. Literally stomp. Move. Eviction isn’t just spiritual — it’s physical.

Train your body to recognize peace as safety — not threat.

Sunday Journaling (Raw & Unfiltered):

Think of yourself as Observing your own thoughts and write the journal in 3rd person.

• When did they first confuse sarcasm with authority?
• What part of them still obeys cruelty as if it were love?
• What voice do they want to build in their mind instead?